Bittersweet by Sarah Ockler Published by Simon Pulse on December 4th 2012
Pages: 400
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From the author of Twenty Boy Summer, a teen pushes the limits to follow her dreams—and learns there’s a fine line between bitter and sweet....
Once upon a time, Hudson knew exactly what her future looked like. Then a betrayal changed her life and knocked her dreams to the ground. Now she’s a girl who doesn’t believe in second chances, a girl who stays under the radar by baking cupcakes at her mom’s diner and obsessing over what might have been.
So when things start looking up and she has another shot at her dreams, Hudson is equal parts hopeful and terrified. Of course, this is also the moment a cute, sweet guy walks into her life—and starts serving up some seriously mixed signals. She’s got a lot on her plate, and for a girl who’s been burned before, risking it all is easier said than done.
It’s time for Hudson to ask herself what she really wants, and how much she’s willing to sacrifice to get it. Because in a place where opportunities are fleeting, she knows this chance may very well be her last....
Bittersweet is the first Sarah Ockler book I have read and I really enjoyed it, though it was to me equal parts sweet and bitter (just like the title suggests!)
Bittersweet is the story of a girl called Hudson Avery, dubbed the ‘Cupcake Queen’ of her town Watonka. Hudson had the chance to be a champion ice skater several years ago but she deliberately blew the competition after learning just shortly before she was due to compete that her father was having an affair.
In one fell swoop, Hudson’s life fell apart. Her parents divorced and her father moved away. She fell out with her best friend. She gave up on her dream of becoming a champion ice skater. Skip to three years later and Hudson is now working in her mother’s diner, making all kinds of delicious cupcakes. She spends most of her time working at the diner, hanging out with her new best friend (and only real friend) Dani and looking after her little brother Bug (cutest kid in a book ever!).
Hudson’s life is about to change though. She is invited to take part in a skating competition, the winner of which will get $50,000. It’s just the chance she has been looking for to escape the confines of her hometown. Hudson has no desire to end up stuck in Watonka. Her mother would like for her to one day take over running the diner but that is not what Hudson dreams of. She begins practicing on a nearby lake in preparation for the competition and literally crashes into Josh Blackthorn, a boy from her school who is the co-captain of her school’s ice hockey team.
Hudson is immediately taken with Josh and when he asks for her help in teaching him some moves to help on the rink, Hudson agrees right away. However, it is another boy on the team, Will Harper (the other co-captain), who approaches Hudson and asks her to teach the entire hockey team some moves in exchange for some time for her to practice on their indoor rink. Although at first the hockey guys do not take kindly to Hudson’s teachings, it is not long before they start to respect her talent, especially when the moves she has taught them help them win their first games in years. Dubbing her ‘Princess Pink’, Hudson is welcomed into their crowd.
Although Hudson is pining over Josh, who she has become friends with and she is secretly hoping for more, she is drawn into a flirtation with Will, and ends up sort-of dating him. Hudson’s friendship with Dani also becomes strained when she starts spending so much time practicing and hanging out with the hockey team. She finds herself not spending as much time with Bug and she resents her mother for making her work so many hours at the diner. Hudson must decide where her priorities lie and just what dream she is really chasing.
First the ‘sweet’ parts:
- Hudson – I loved Hudson and thought she was a realistic and relatable main character. I felt for her and could understand the frustration she was feeling even if she could be a little bratty and clueless at times.
- Josh (sigh) – Josh was a really great love interest. He was nice, funny and genuine. No bad boy here – just a sweet normal guy. I could see why Hudson was practically swooning over him.
- Bug – I love Bug so much. I would love to have a little brother just like him. He is seriously adorable!
- The cupcake recipes (pure torture) – these sounded absolutely amazing – I think I gained calories just from reading about them though!
- The hockey team – love them and the way they take in Hudson. This girl has been severely lacking a social life and it was good to see her part of their crowd and the teasing and bickering that came with that.
Now the ‘bitter’ parts:
- Hudson’s mother – I got that she was really stressed and was just trying her best to provide for her kids and keep her business afloat but she really piled too much pressure on her daughter and I could totally get why Hudson was chafing under it.
- Dani – I loved her at the start but got more and more annoyed with her as the story wore on. I understand that she felt neglected by Hudson but it just seemed like she took the hump way too easily.
- Will – I actually liked Will but he was totally wrong for Hudson and I felt like giving her a shake. She clearly wanted to be with Josh but she just fell into a relationship with Will (albeit a brief one). I wanted more Josh and Hudson so this was frustrating for me.
- The ending – I loved the resolution don’t get me wrong but it just kind of ended. I wanted…more I guess.
Overall I really did enjoy the book, even though there were some frustrating bits to get through. I will definitely be reading Twenty Boy Summer, Fixing Delilah and the rest of Sarah Ockler’s books at some point in the near future.
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